days after missing years

by Ariel Daley

Mei-Lin stares at the photograph in her hands, her eyes tracing every detail of the face looking back at her. It’s her own face, yet somehow unfamiliar. The last few years of her life have vanished, leaving behind a void where memories should be.

“Who was I?” she whispers, her fingers gently touching the image. The woman in the photo wears a dark hijab, her expression serious and intense. Mei-Lin now wears a delicate lace veil, a stark contrast to her past self.

She closes her eyes, trying to imagine the thoughts that once filled her mind, the experiences that shaped her. Did she have dreams? Fears? Loves? The silence in her mind is deafening.

As frustration threatens to overwhelm her, a thought strikes Mei-Lin. She looks up from the photograph, her gaze settling on her reflection in the mirror. “But how different am I from anyone else?” she muses.

For aren’t we all, in a way, strangers to our past selves? How many of us can truly say we remember, with vivid clarity, the thoughts that occupied our minds years ago? The daily struggles, the fleeting joys, the mundane moments that make up a life – don’t they often fade into a hazy backdrop?

Mei-Lin realizes that perhaps her situation, while extreme, is not so different from the natural process of forgetting and changing that all humans experience. The woman in the photograph is as much a stranger to her as anyone else’s past self might be to them.

With this revelation, a weight lifts from Mei-Lin’s shoulders. She sets the photograph down, no longer seeing it as a reminder of what she’s lost, but as a stepping stone to who she can become.

“The past is a veil,” she says to her reflection, adjusting the lace on her head. “But the future is a canvas.”

From that moment on, Mei-Lin decides to focus on the present and the future. She may not remember her past, but she can shape her destiny. Each day becomes an opportunity to create new memories, to discover new passions, and to redefine herself.

As she steps out into the world, Mei-Lin carries with her not the burden of forgotten years, but the lightness of possibility. For in the end, whether our memories are intact or not, isn’t the most important journey the one that lies ahead?

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Photographic art and narrative imagined by Ariel Daley.